i really really just wanna switch & use my main tumblr instead of this secondary one. i’m not using my primary anyway, & it’s frustrating to always reblog manually instead of just push the damn button one time. i think i should, yeah. i should fix that. knowing i’ll lose a couple of hundred followers but whatever. it’s gonna be a shame cause all the history is on this one, it has a big fucking archive going back to february 2009. gaah i dont know, i cant decide. someone do it for me. (see if this was my primary one people would be able to just reply on this post)
so i made this tumblr for my brother (http://trollingtheinternet.tumblr.com) because, well. i can never get enough of educating him about this & that, because i know he will love it as much as me for the same reasons. if you have any suggestions (i’m looking for mega-upload-posts, for example parks & rec & fringe & what else!) on what to post there for my brother please help! think of it as educating a young fella who wants to be the best man he can be!
sometimes i watch pictures of amy poehler & i think that maybe i should shower, fix my hair & dress up. but then i think yeaah i’ll just wait another week or so. i’ll be going home soon, no need to impress myself before that!
+ today is one of those days when you think back on all the good choices you made, all the friends you decided to hang out with more instead of the crappy ones & all the music & tv shows that you decided to listen to / watch even though neither of the choices were popular among your group of humans at the time. & you’re happy because you were & are brave & because that makes you a better person today. sup sentimental self! HIGH FIVE, MARVELOUS CREATURE YOU!
- if that ash cloud stops me from going home in 10 days i’m gonna be MIGHTY MAD!
- NOOOOO! it’s bad when you blame you’re hungover although you’re really not just so people can understand why you dont wanna meet right away, but maybe in a couple of hours? true story is you’re not hungover at all (went home early last night to lock the door, eat chips & watch doctor who), you’re just too lazy & had planned to stay in bed till at least three!
- why do i feel like starting this final with listening to carry on my wayward son as if i was to do something very brave & dangerous? well it’s partly true. there will be so much rest & peace when i’m done with this!
+ mmm riesens & the notebook while having the worst MENSTRUAL PAINS in the world. loving life woho! ignoring finals woho!
+ so i’ve spent the whole day watching supernatural & the real housewives of beverly hills (it’s amazing how you can love two things that are so different from each other haha), not studying for the finals. but it has been sort of like a couple (a couple…) of preparation hours! getting myself ready for what will come! which is an all nighter of reading about quantum mechanics. i’m juuuust gonna go to blenders & maybe taco bell & maybe albertsons first. just to prepare myself you know! preparation is EVERYTHING!
but yeah let’s be real. i’m part of a generation that is HELLA LAZY, our only interests are to sleep & eat & watch television. it is being lazy in a good way! butttt also, we manage so freaking well outside our bubble. we get 100% on those tests anyway! we just have it in us you know! rachel-stars & ron-swanson-bacon & doctor-screwdrivers & a couple of walter-bishop-braincells. & we always carry some roadsalt in our pocket, just in case. duh, winning in life - from my bed!
wow my point didn’t come through at all, did it. oh well!
+ i hate all of the new trailers. why? well it’s like. what. you don’t want me to have a social life AT! ALL! next fall? ah thanks!
BTW HOW WONDERFUL ISN’T THAT SKINNY LOVE COVER BY BIRDY? ON REPEAT DUDES, ON REPEAT!
- since i only slept 4 hours last night (again, fuck you roommates) i’m spending the day in the library taking power naps & watching the two final parks & recreation episodes again REMINDING MYSELF that studying will lead to a leslie knope life with a ben in it instead of whatever future i else would have. ehehe. funny. i spend more time reminding myself to be awesome than actually working on it. NO JUST KIDDING THAT’S NOT TRUE! I STUDY A LOT! also, i study throughout the whole semester & dont just cram everything in in the end. bitches get stuff done. while eating choclate pretzels.
- HEY WORLD I HATE YOU & I HATE YOUR HUMANS & THE ONLY ONE I LIKE EXCEPT MY FAMILY IS JENNI! & THE PEOPLE ON TUMBLR, EH… but seriously fuck off everyone for making ME feel like the weirdo for not liking to get myself wasted, bringing home unknown guys who you bought pills from & for not talking about my eating disorder as it was the most normal thing in the world. fuck you for making me feel like a COMPLETE BITCH just because i defend myself & because i dont wanna be the one always supporting you & not expecting anything in return. i am not EVIL just because i tell you things i shouldn’t really have to because you should have thought of those stuff yourself! (IM TALKING ABOUT IRRELEVANT STUFF LIKE HEY MAYBE YOU SHOULD GIVE ME MONEY FOR THE BILLS NOW, SO I CAN PAY THEM! OR HEY MAYBE YOU SHOULD OCCASIONALLY TAKE OUT THE GARBAGE TOO! OR HEY THESE DISHES HAVE BEEN HERE FOR A WEEK NO, IT IS STARTING TO SMELL DO YOU MAYBE WANT TO… CLEAN? NO? OK! NAH JUST ASKING YOU KNOW BECAUSE I LOVE BEING YOUR MOM!) aaaaaaaaaah. i miss home so much. i miss home because it will be a break from everyone. & because i can be with adults (i’m sorry but teenage dream seem so distant now) & people who automatically take responsibility for their actions.
i’m posting this here of all places because tinywords is my well kept secret. i cant live with these people anymore, i loathe them. their background is completely different from mine. they do well together but i have never felt like a bigger outsider. enough if enough. BYE BYE BYE!
+ ok rant. one of my finals is in cultural anthropology (awesome class, everyone should take). not only is the teacher in love with me (50+ woman, looks like she’s 27 only with cute grey hair in a hip hair cute. dresses in different style EVERY DAY (highly appreciated by me & only maybe 5 other people), reminds me of tonks. so yes i approve of this crush.), she’s also truly inspiring in every single way. she takes days off sometimes to shop shoes. AWSOME WOMAN IS AWESOME! anyway going through our final she let us read our palms, & talk about magic. she gave soo many harry potter references, like she really love the books haha. & our final is only about the chapter called ‘facing the supernatural; magic, religion & ritual’ & i’m like DUH i’ll pass this! come on i’ve watched over 200 episodes of supernatural & read the harry potter books over 20 times! dude, i know this!
aka 1/4 finals will go awrighty!
